To Leave

The ephemeral beauty of nature lies not just in living organisms but also in their inevitable decay.

This morning, while examining “deeper than that” a private living sculpture art installation featuring indigenous plants, I was struck by the fading loveliness of the Rosinweed leaves as they withered. Contemplating the homophones “leaf”, “leave” and “leaves”, I pondered how societies historically understood the ecological value of allowing foliage to persist even after senescence. Is that why we call these objects a verb?

Leaves that have left a plant continue to nourish the soil and its microbial inhabitants even in death. Their decaying forms hold moisture, shade the living organisms in the ground, and provide nutrients as they return to earth, building a balanced ecology that sustains urban landscapes. They are an important material natures uses in its engineering of the water table.

Though a single leaf may seem a small, ephemeral thing, in aggregate and over time, the leaves left behind establish and uphold the very foundations of life.

Their decay is not an end but rather a beginning - a quiet, essential recycling of energy and matter that allows new growth to emerge.

In both the noun and the verb there are layers of beauty, and layers of ecological purpose, in the leaves left to molder where they fall. An ecosystem thrives on this gift of decay, using the ephemeral to fuel the eternal. Such is the profound, poignant cycle that the installation’s Rosinweed specimens, even as they bend and brown, help perpetuate. Out of seeming loss, abundance; out of death, life.

Leave your leaves and be grateful for their beauty as nouns and as verbs.

The American Beaver - research

In her book Beaver Land, How One Weird Rodent Made America, Leila Philip spends a chapter on Lewis H. Morgan's (America’s first Anthropologist) documentation of The American Beaver written in 1868. Lucky me, I have found a copy. I am wondering how this read may impact my work.

During a captivating walking tour of Buffalo Bayou in the early 2000s, led by an esteemed Master Naturalist, my fascination with beavers was sparked. It all started when we stumbled upon a tree stump adorned with telltale markings of these industrious creatures. Surprisingly, our knowledgeable guide harbored a deep dislike for beavers, prompting me to question their significance within the ecosystem. Alas, our Master Naturalist was left speechless, unable to provide an answer. As an artist documenting my practice, this encounter left me pondering the enigmatic role of the beaver, and the profound impact it holds within our natural world.

Just as bison’s behaviors shape our land ecosystems, beavers are the architects of thriving water and marsh ecosystems. Considering that water is the key to cooling our planet. To truly comprehend nature’s cooling mechanisms, I recognized the need to understand the Beaver and how their work may connect with the bisons and how humans can mimic these systems in urban landscapes.

As someone devoted to capturing the wonders of natural history and integrating them into our human-made structures, I’ve been amassing a collection of historical writings on natural history. I am looking forward to learning from this new addition to my collection.

In Morgan’s book, he delves beyond the surface-level characteristics that most naturalists focus on, offering a profound perspective.

Leila Philip‘s book is a thorough overview and introduction to a contemporary view of the Beaver. I will probably rerread Philip’s book overtime.

I want to know about the Beaver before the Railroad and what beavers think and how they work, what inspires these creatures to do what they do. Morgan’s book is that and more.

Living Llabyrinth- Building the grid

Building a Large Grid for Installing a Labyrinth: My Process. One reason I write these blog posts is to record my process. The other is to share information.

Constructing a labyrinth grid of this magnitude may seem like a daunting task. And it is for me. With the right strategy, it can be accomplished efficiently. As I embarked on this venture, I took the time to experiment and optimize my methods. Here's a breakdown of the process that was the most efficient.

To begin, gather the necessary materials: X-axis cords measuring 53 at 54' and Y-axis cords measuring 33 at 88' lengths. Keep in mind that the cords come in 100-foot lengths.

I wish I had of planned at 50’ by 100’ bison. The lighter is for singing the ends so they will not ravel. The tape is for tapeing the measured and twist-tied ropes for the installation.

I am making each cord that is a multiple of 5 a white cord. I think this will helpful the day of the installation.

1. X-axis cords: Start by unwinding the hundred-foot cord carefully, ensuring it doesn't become tangled. Here's a handy tip: tie a knot at one end and secure a twist tie next to it. Place the knotted end in a doorway and shut the door on it. This will hold it in place. Then, stick your arm through the middle of the looped cord and slowly unwind it, walking away from the door until it's completely straight.

2. Measure and cut the cord, leaving a few inches to knot and singe the ends to prevent unraveling. Tie another twist tie at the 54' mark. This will serve as the reference cord for measuring all other X-axis cords. Keep this cord secured in the door.

3. Take the leftover cord singe the end and knot it and tightly tie a twist tie inside the knot. Shut in the door with the reference length cord. Measure it against the reference cord and splice it with a piece of the next 100' wound-up cord to measure the 54' length accurately. Now you have a cord to start marking the grid on.

To mark the grid on the first cord—

The dining has been my studio work space. First I covered the 8’ table in a thick paper to protect it. Next I marked every 20” from end to end.

4. Prepare a long table by placing sheets of paper and securing them to the table so they will not slip. Measure and mark on the paper every 20". Lay the cord on the marked paper. To ensure stability, anchor the cord with a heavy object like a case of water.

I used a case of water to weigh down the cords.

Starting from the first knot, and twist tie secure each twist tie tightly along the edge of the table at the 20' marks. Continue tying twist ties until you reach the end of the 54' mark. You may have a little excess cord hanging after the last tie.

The 8’ mark of the table length and the last twist tie. I leave a few inches at the end just in case.

The first piece with every 20” tightly tied with a twisties.

5. Carefully wind up the cord, tape it securely, and mark it as X-axis 54'.

The first grouping of five- 4 red and the 5th white.

53 pieces - completed.

6. Finally, organize the cords by making four red and one white, keeping them grouped together.

IU - The labyrinth design - How will it be installed?

Once the grid is installed, the next step is to think about how to divide the work so that groups of student and volunteers can install my vision. .

Two options seem viable. The first idea is by marking the (X, Y) coordinates for each circuit of planting on individual pages. The other idea is by verticle rows.

Below I have marked the coordinates of the circuits. As I mark the coordinates I am not sure this is the way. I may need to break it down to smaller sections.

I can continue to consider how to breakdown the jobs as I begin building the grid.

IU - Natural systems - digestive system

Scaling up the drawing I also wanted to incorporate another layer of interest in the piece - the ruminant's digestive system.

Before the digestive system and with shorter legs.

In order to add this intestinal circuit his abdomen and hump had to get larger to allow for the walking paths on either side of it. The wider girth made his legs look like stumps so I lengthened his legs.

After the digestive system and leg adjustments.

IU - How do you build a labyrinth? From 8”X 10” to 83’ × 54’

How to go from an 8” X 10” paper to a field, Is the question ruminating in the back of my mind every day.

Unfortunately Bloomington is in between art supply stores. As a result I could not buy locally any paper larger than 8” X 10” . While I waited for an order to come in I pieced together 8 - 8” X 10” pages and scaled it up 2X.

Here I started thinking about how to take the design from

When I scaled it up 2X I started seeing that I could take it to any size I wanted by using (X, Y) coordinates. I am using a 20” scale.

8- 8” X 10” paper to a make a 18” X 30” sketch.

How I could get a 83' × 54’ rectangular grid with right angles on a field was a big concern.

An idea came to me when I toured the charming Wylie House, a fascinating piece of history nestled just off campus. This historic gem, built in 1835, was once the cherished home of Andrew Wylie, the inaugural president of Indiana University.

The Wylie House master bedroom.

During my visit, the knowledgeable docent unveiled a captivating detail - the simple rope framework that upheld the mattress.

The antique bed’s rope framework that supports the mattress. What looks like a cup is the chamber pot.

A rope grid might be the answer to getting a proper rectangle With right-angled corners and grid onto a field.

This visual solidified my strategy for bringing the labyrinth design from paper to reality in an open field. The framework I need is 83’ × 54’ the vertical and horizontal ropes that cross every 20”. We can twist tie the coordinates together making the rectangle form.

The National Wildlife Federation - feature

Partnering with communities, schools, governments, and organizations across the country, the National Wildlife Federation is leading the charge for conservation.

Through their tireless commitment to protecting and restoring habitats, they have managed to breathe new life into endangered species like eagles, deer, elk, bighorn sheep, and whales.

I am deeply proud to have my work featured in the prestigious fall edition of the National Wildlife Federation magazine. It is a true honor to be recognized alongside such incredible conservation efforts.

IU - What kind of What Labyrinth should I make? What is my site-specific message?

I wrestled with this question. There was not anything in either of Kurt Vonnegut’s books that inspired me. I do feel he wrote about what he knows and my work should be true to my own heart. A list of the obvious came to my mind- butterfly, chrysalis, beatle, seed, flower, IU letters…….

After a full day at the Eskenazie Museum on IU’s campus I was intrigued by this piece.

The museum label read-

According to traditional Bamana beliefs, an energy or force called nyama animates the universe. Objects such as this boli are made to harness that energy and use it for the benefit of the community. The thick, crusty surface is the result of offerings such as millet, other vegetal matter, beer, and chicken or goat blood, all of which are applied to attract nyama and serve as physical evidence of its presence. A boli does not represent a particular creature.

It is kind of perfect., should I make another bison? Can I make a Boli bison labyrinth?

I can see it.

Here are the steps I took

More to come tomorrow.

IU - How do you draw a labyrinth?

During the first week of my residency at IU when I wasn’t exploring the city, University, art, museums, ecology, architecture, and landscapes I was experimenting with labyrinth designs.

Some sketches of three different types of kabyrintgs.

This design starts with a simple cross. I need to keep this simple.

Turning the cross/square labyrinth upside down I decided to attempted a seed labyrinth. I think a design less feminine will be better.

Artist in Residency at Indiana University - Living the Dream Installation — Labyrinth

Living the Dream as an Artist in Residence at Indiana University!

I couldn't believe my luck when I was offered the opportunity to be an artist in residence at Indiana University. Not only would I have access to all the incredible resources and opportunities of a renowned research university, but it could provide the opportunity to fulfill one of my monumental artistic visions.

As part of my two month residency, I'll be giving artist talks, exploring local artist studios, landscapes of southern Indiana, and creating a special piece to be exhibited at the University or in the beautiful town of Bloomington.

During my interview for the residency, I couldn't help but ask about the size of the campus. And just as I suspected, it is massive. I imagined it with expansive fields of turfgrass. I remember feeling my heart swelling with excitement and hope. Could Indiana University be the site for the monumental installation I dream of?

Let me explain - This summer seeing CARBONsink develop within Symbiosis at Lawndale Art Center and watching the community enjoy entering it made me think. I wondered if the CARBONsink relief was a step to create a larger piece using the same process but with a deeper meaning and making a bigger impact. A little bit of research regarding Greek philosophers and labyrinths and these thoughts turned into a dream. I have a vision of completing a living labyrinth.

I began studying the designs, meanings and histories of mazes and labyrinths. I was lured by labyrinths pretty fast. Mazes are puzzles and meant to confuse you. Labyrinths check all ny boxes.

-A labyrinth is a meditation. —

-There is 1 way in and 1 way out. What seems like the end is also the beginning. It is the perfect metaphor for inspiring ecological - societal perspectives.

-As an artist whose work in the simplest form looks at time and movement a labyrinth is a logical and interesting medium.

-A living labyrinth to convert fields of turfgrass into a living sculpture to regenrrate life.

Typically in an artist in residency one would take some time getting to know the University and the City before propsing their work. I could not contain my excitement so asked if the University would be interested in a site specific living labyrinth? It would be a social sculpture in the form of a relief that demonstrates the steps for turning the largest crop in the US - turf grass into the largest CARBON sink in the US. Ed the Associate Vice Provost for Arts and Humanities responded with great enthusiasm in his voice. Every summer the University and the city of Bloomington celebrate the life and writings of Kurt Vonnegut with the Granfalloon Festival. A living labyrinth would be a fitting art installation in conjunction with the festival.

For inspiration on my drive to Bloomington, I listened to Cat’s Cradle and Slaughter House Five.

TOAST - 1.5 Degrees - planet toast

I am still at IU busy working out the details of an installation. I start each morning reading/researching as I enjoy my coffee. I found this article alarming and inspiring. Climate Change Is Speeding Toward Catastrophe. The NextDecade Is Crucial, U.N. Panel Says.

Working out an idea for a future work.

1.5 - sketch for TOAST

Myy work is about the ecological solutions in urban landscapes. What solutions can I unearth in food, toast, char? - time to ponder and ruminate. Stay tuned.

IU - Exploring the Intersection of Art and Humanity To Tackle Climate Change? Insights from Artists Miles and Melanie.

"If you hit a wrong note, it's the next note that you play that determines if it's good or bad." — Miles Davis

In humanity's quest to harmonize natural processes with industrialization and tame the beast of extreme climate, I consider problem-solving approaches from my artistic practice and the artistic world.

As a master of improvisation Davis embraced musical mistakes as valuable chances for growth—an approach we can apply to all aspects of life. How we respond to so-called errors ultimately shapes the final outcome. Humans have the unique ability to transform something "wrong" into something "right."

How does this apply to our environmental issues? Consider that as a species homosapien is a young species. Having thumbs instead of hooves our brains have evolved to create, and invent, to problem solve to make us not mammalian beasts but human.

Mountain Moving
On exhibition in the GRUNWALD GALLERY of ART IU.

The artist Melanie Cooper Pennington teaches Sculpture at Indiana University.

One of homosapien’s greatest inventions is industrialization. We are now clearly seeing and feeling the impact of industrialization on our ecosystems. The most important question humanity has to answer is — will industrialization be a “bad” note?

By adopting Miles’ mindset, we can discover new and innovative ways to address climate change and find harmony between nature and industry. As an eco-artist I consider problem solving perspectives that I use in my creative practice to visualize and transcend conventional thinking to create a better world.

I am engaged in an artist in residency program at Indiana University direct by the Arts and Humanities Department. The university recently launched an Environmental Resilience Institute, as well as a new A&H laboratory dedicated to Environmental Futures. They created a research platform to allow arts and humanities scholars at every level of education—to connect.

My first visit at IU was with Melanie Coooer Pennington. Melanie, creates mammalian sculptures to investigate the borders between the human/animal body and its psychological states. Melanie’s work provides an emotional visual to the power of thumbs by replacing them with hooves. Thumbs changed everything.

I saw Melanie’s Mountain Moving, thought provoking sculpture the day I started writing this post about Miles Davis and his creative process.

I believe through art and culture, we can move the industrial mountains facing humanity — our next note can create a masterpiece.

IU - What Does Ecological Change look like? It looks like Beanblossom Bottom Wildlife Habitat.


To change our environmental path to one of positivity, we need visuals. With that thought, I am excited to share this morning’s experience.

We discover the captivating beauty of Beanblossom Bottom Wildlife Habitat - a living testament to the power of ecological change. Once a family farm for over a century, this remarkable property has been transformed into a thriving wetland sanctuary.

Formerly owned by the Johnson family, since 1898 Robert Anthony Johnson, an esteemed ornithologist and IU professor, dedicated his life to studying bird behavior and publishing research on diverse species worldwide. In 1995, the Johnson family generously donated their beloved farm to the Sycamore Land Trust, marking the beginning of an incredible transformation. Over the years, this once-dry farmland has evolved into a spectacular wetland ecosystem, showcasing various stages of growth and renewal.

If you are interested in regeneration Beanblossom Bottom wildlife is a must. As you explore the grounds, you'll encounter many ecosystems - from old fields returning to young forest, dense forests and lush wetlands to rejuvenating fields and downed tree-filled areas sculpted by tornadoes. These diverse habitats offer a haven for many tree and shrub species, providing ideal nesting grounds for a diversity of creatures. My husband Curtis always looking up identified nine birds : Red-bellied Woodpecker, Pileated Woodpecker, Northern Flicker, Ruby-throated Hummingbird, Blue Jay, Gray Catbird, Green Heron, Tufted Titmouse, American Crow.

I am always looking at the soil, plants and for things living in relationship with the them.

Me in my mosquito protection wardrobe.

Prepare to be immersed in a symphony of nature's harmonious spectacle, where beauty and tranquility intertwine. Embark on a journey through the captivating landscapes of Beanblossom Bottom Wildlife Habitat and witness firsthand the extraordinary power of change.

Below are some images from the morning.

Newly forested area with little lower story plant life and dry ground.

The most important ecological change is due to one species, Nature's Water Engineers the super camera shy Beaver. By building dams, beavers regulate water flow, reducing erosion and preventing flooding. I am hoping my camera snagged an image of one. My cell phone failed.

These industrious creatures also create vital wetland habitats and help replenish aquifers, ensuring the health of our ecosystems.

Their strategic use of wood in the water provides nourishment and shelter for insects, fish and other creatures creating a thriving ecosystem. It was thrilling to see at least two of these eco engineers reminding me of the rol-engineers reminding me of the role beavers play in preserving our natural world.

Northern leopard frog

New forests are easy to identify by the lack age diversity in it's tree trunk population. An old forest will have tree trunks of all sizes multiple species and stages of life.

Sycamore trees are tolerant of pollution and are superstars at turning carbon into oxygen. Why do they shed their bark and why don’t all trees shed? - a topic for another day. If anyone knows please share.

IU - How does Earth transform energy from leaves to a soil?

It is Labor Day weekend, so I have time to relax and experience the IU campus landscape.

Sample Gates the IU portal to

Natural landscapes on college campuses are rare finds. Dunn’s Woods is a veritable gem of Indiana University’s “Woodland Campus.” The iconic Sample Gates are a portrayal to the cycle of life and rebirth in the urban woods/ college campus.

This rare and sacred space unveils the harmonious dance between sun-kissed leaves, rustling branches, and fertile soil. The emerald foliage, gently illuminated by the celestial glow, gracefully surrenders from sky to earth, transforming into nourishing sustenance for woodland creatures and retaining rains, dew and moisture.

Sun’s energy is transferred to Earth in the shape of sun crisp leaves, the main ingredient of Earth’s soil sponge and the planet’s digestive system.

IU - How can an artist in residency shape the future?

When it comes to advancing my work, I've known that connecting with a major research institution with strengths in the arts, environmental studies, and research is important. So you can imagine how thrilled I was when I received an invitation for an interview from the Vice Provost for Arts and Humanities and the Director of the Arts and Humanities Council at Indiana University. I was nominated by Melanie Pennington. I highly recommend Checking out Melanies thought provoking mammalian sculptures.

I am incredibly grateful and honored to have received an invitation from Indiana University to join their prestigious Artist-in-Residency program. This incredible opportunity allows me to collaborate with brilliant minds, immerse myself in extensive research archives, and utilize state-of-the-art creative facilities. In return, I will have the privilege of sharing my unique perspectives and experiences with the talented students and faculty. Indiana University has recently launched groundbreaking initiatives such as the Environmental Resilience Institute and the Environmental Futures A&H laboratory, where participants delve into themes and issues central to my artistic practice. I am beyond excited to connect with like-minded individuals who share my passion and curiosity for the arts.

I will document the journey and how it shapes my art practice to change society to support our rich and beautiful planet.

#artistresidency #indianauniversity #artsandhumanities #indiana #ecoart #socialsculpture #samplegates #day1

Peck + Scratch

Peck + Scratch Installation

Eight chickens and two roosters were installed in Symbiosis, April 1, 2023, from 11:00-5:00

 There's more than eggs when it comes to urban chickens. Peck and Scratch is a throwback to when every family had a symbiotic relationship with these quirky feathered friends. It was common knowledge that chickens are miraculous energy transformers; they effortlessly clean up weeds and bugs from living soil while providing families with a more sustainable and cost-effective alternative to chemical pesticides and herbicides. Plus, their waste is invaluable - it replenishes the soil with much-needed nutrients for plants to thrive. In addition, the protein-packed eggs they lay contain all the amino acids necessary for promoting brain health for early childhood development.

By offering a cozy environment, refreshing water, and a lush habitat, we're showing gratitude towards our curious and joyful friends and providing them a safe home away from potential harm. Instead of supporting factory farms, our chickens deserve to thrive in an ecosystem filled with living soil and all the essential components they need to lead happy, healthy lives.

It's time to think outside the (takeout) box and invest in the power of urban chickens.

The Baby Whisperer

“The Baby Whisperer” 30” X 44” watercolor monotype Horses are truly a marvel of sensitivity and emotion. My daughter-in-law recently visited a stable where she used to ride, and while my son shoveled manure for their garden, she had a beautiful moment with one of the mares. Even though she had never ridden that particular horse, it became clear that the horse had been affected by its owner’s recent pregnancy. This experience reminded me that wildlife deserves much more credit than we often give them.

This observation also underlines how crucial it is to build connections with all creatures in order to restore and maintain a healthy ecosystem. I want to express my gratitude to Griffin and Alex for providing a stunning photo that inspired me to reflect on these profound ideas. They continue to motivate me each and every day.

A few weeks later I created two more pieces. One for my daughter-in-law's parents and one for my son.

Baby Whisperer I

Watercolor monotype 30” X44”

Baby Whisperer I ghost print

Watercolor monotype 30” X44”

Baby Whisperer II

Watercolor monotype 30” X44”

Baby Whisperer II ghost print

Watercolor monotype 30” X44”

CARBONsink rises — how to get rid of your turf grass.

“Carbon by the Yard” was a temporary relief in the shape of the Carbon element symbol, “C”. This simple gesture brought attention to the fact that gas lawnmowers emit eleven times the emissions of a new car.

Carbon by The Yard

In 2022, I transformed “Carbon by the Yard” piece into “CARBONsink ” using solarization and regeneration instead of herbicides to transform the turfgrass into biology. I then seeded it with wildflowers. The new piece soaks up rainwater, stores carbon and supports pollinators.

It is important to note that the EPA estimated that non-native turfgrass monocrops use one-third of all public water. In the US, this translates to 9 billion gallons of water daily.

These two social sculptures highlight how our colonial landscape decisions impact our carbon footprints.

CARBONsink 6/8/2023

DIY- check out the steps to install your own CARBONsink.

Soak the ground.

Use the power of water in conducting heat into the plot. Proper hydration will pull heat from the surface deeper into the soil, enhancing the effectiveness of solarization.

Cover the soaked turf with two layers of cardboard. This will smother the turf grass and use the suns energy to solarize it.

Soak the cardboard layer

Layer 4”- 6” leaf mold compost. I use Nature’s Way Resources and Heirlooms.

Spread the compost evenly .

Soak the compost , and level it for sprinkling the seeds.

Sprinkle seeds generously.

The seeds come from Native American Seeds.

Make sure the seeds make good solid contact with the ground. Press them in.

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